Sometimes

Sometimes...I want to sit in the dark and listen to incredibly sad music.
Sometimes...I cry...a lot!
Sometimes...I feel so happy I cannot help but walk around with a goofy smile on my face.
Sometimes...I want to be on my own, not because people annoy me, or anger me but just so I can breathe and remember that I am ALIVE not just living.
Sometimes...I wish I was someone else but it never lasts for long.

Always...I want to be courageous.
Always...I want to protect.
Always...there will be people I love without condition.
Always...I will try to be better.
Always...I want to be by the sea.

Never...will I tolerate people's prejudice of 'mental disorder'.
Never...do I want to be without Him.
Never...am I totally comfortable in front of a camera.
Never...will I truly tire of trying.
Never...will I disregard the power of the written word.

Sometimes...always...never... this is me.